Geez, I never meant to take this long to write again. The truth is, there is not a whole lot happening. I have not been on a shoot since late January and I’m not sure when I will get a chance to do so. Things on the home front have gotten quite busy lately.
There is one thing of significance…. Recently, I asked Herb for “help” with getting up on time in the morning. And help is what I got. Earlier this week, I hit the snooze a few too many times, sleeping until 15 minutes before I am supposed to leave. That morning, he pulled out the dreaded boarding school paddle. It sat there all day, taunting me, I could almost feel the pain of it all, and so I had to get rid of it. When he came home and it was time for my spanking, the paddle was nowhere to be found. I wasn’t trying to be cute or play games, it was a manifestation of my fear of a severe paddling.
Well, you know this didn’t turn out well for me, as it resulted in a “double” spanking tonight. This morning, we had a discussion that went a little like this:
“Am I going to get less of a spanking if I find the paddle?”
“No.”
“So why should I find the paddle if I’m not going to get a break?”
“You’re going to get a double spanking for hiding it in the first place. You’ll get a triple spanking if it’s not here tonight. You need to just take it out and accept what is coming to you.”
“Yes, sir.”
Tonight I got a long spanking that had me emotional before it even began, and ended with the question “do I need to spank you some more?” I must admit, I feel a little less stressed now that it is over, but sometimes it is difficult to see the love in a spanking, even though I know deep down that what he does is out of love.
Anyway, I will end my rambling there for tonight, so I can get ready for a new day. Lord knows I can’t be late waking up.
June 25th, 2009 - 3:19 pm
Chloe, as you know, what you describe is authentic discipline. You got in trouble and were genuinely afraid of the consequences. So by hiding the boarding school paddle, I think you were acting irrationally, otherwise you would have been able to recognize that you were only making the trouble you were in worse. It’s an understandable mistake, but there was no way your bf was going to let you get away with that, nor was he going to shirk his responsibility in helping you get up on time in the morning. Once he put the paddle out, the decision that a spanking was needed had been made and was final. He didn’t allow you to talk your way out of it and was having none of your bargaining. It sounds like you got some very tough love with that paddle, and the goal that you be convinced you can’t be late in the morning is a rule now deeply instilled.
I hope you’re doing well, and thank you for sharing your discipline at home with us here. I think you present the best of what that kind of relationship can mean in someone’s life. A spanking isn’t fun, but when needed, there’s no substitute for what it can provide.
June 26th, 2009 - 5:38 am
Chloe lovely to talk to you again cutie we had thunder here last evening it was very humid but cooler now , i saw you on p.b. recently very nice .love and spanks from tim xxx
June 27th, 2009 - 8:43 am
Welcome back to the land of the living, and blogging.
July 12th, 2009 - 1:09 pm
Getting out of bed in the morning is always a tragedy. Being a slow-riser is not a spanking offense in my humble opinion.
July 17th, 2009 - 6:35 am
Well now Chloe
It is so long since you posted that I think you deserve many reminders from that paddle – or, if he hasn’t found it yet – he new one bought to replace it – which of course will also need to be tested!
Seriously, however, I hope you are well!
July 18th, 2009 - 4:24 pm
What will come first July 24th marking the one month mark since Chloe’s last post, or will it be a new post from Chloe?
July 22nd, 2009 - 8:09 pm
Brett– I couldn’t agree more with this: “A spanking isn’t fun, but when needed, there’s no substitute for what it can provide.”
Tim– It is raining all the time here!
SpankerMan– looks like I answered your question!
Tony– Me neither! Unfortunately, it was something I *asked* for because of how many times I have been late to work.
Winchester– Oh, it was found. No testing needed here.